Sometimes your gut feeling is the only one you can really go with. And my gut for months has been telling me... That he likes her better. Sure he may be having a sex with me... But let's be real for five seconds and admit it... It's her he wants. And it may just come down to me being there first... And it always being a freaking game with them. Add in the fact that I'm pretty much always willing with him, and me being over the top nice to every one... And voila. I'm an idiot.
I don't totally blame myself them because to be very realistic... With that group of guys, it's pretty much their mission to try and hook up with the same girl. They're known for it. Before I even knew any of them by name, which was a good three years ago, I knew that this was their game. So why am I so pissed off? Because it makes me feel as if I'm not enough that you have to go for one of my best friends because you're so damn involved in this stupid MIND FUCK.
Well... Next.
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